Drifting at the office

I’m having real trouble focusing on work: what am I supposed to be doing here? I miss Le petit, I dream of doing work related to the web, I want to write/blog as good as the blogs I like to follow online….. there are some very cool web people in the ‘loops, can I join their club and still make a living?

I’d like to become a web worker daily kind of employee but need the skills/time/devotion to becoming one.

But in the MEANTIME: I am employed by a great place and want to be a great employee and work hard for my department.

HOW DO I DO THIS? Let me focus, please.